..::may there still be light for our friendship::..

Apart from starting uni at 12pm and leaving early at 3pm, I want to focus today's blog on a special person in my life. Respecting his privacy, I will label him as RDG. Last night as I was sleeping, I had a very random but short dream. All I can remember was that I was text messaging RDG with something important I wanted to tell him - I can't remember what this thing was. When I woke up I decided to follow my dream and text message RDG. It's been quite a long time since I last texted him - over half a year nows. So many things has happened between us which makes it abit hard for us to face each other, but RDG is one person who I regard as one of my bff and although nomatter what happens between us, I've put it all behind me, and I'll never think of him differently. To me, I see it as 'one day a friend, will always be a friend'. I guess I dreamt of RDG because when we were still close friends, it was him who I'd turn to and share everything with. I recieved a reply text from him asking 'who is this?', but I never responded as I know he will not be happy... Although he's far away in Toronto, I will always remember all of our happy times together online; whether it'd be chatting, conferencing etc. I really looked up to RDG, and many times I felt he was like the older brother who I never had but always wanted. From time to time I still drop by his DL profile to see how he's been, and also read his blog. He doesn't know this and I think it's good he doesn't because I don't think he'll be happy. All I want is for him to be happy, even if I'm not apart of it. RDG is so special to me because he was the person who was there all the way with me during my cancer ordeal, he was the person who brought my ex and I together. He was like my guardian angel as I always felt safe and assured when I am around him. I always pray for it to be the day that we once again were like before - best of friends. I really do miss his company; his laughter, his stories, his voice...I have always had this person embedded in my memory, engraved in my heart. Seriously, there is no book or anything long enough for me to write about RDG on, Above is just a small fraction about RDG and the wonderful person he is. May God hear my prayers, and do RDG and I some justice.

Quote of friendship: 'Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born' - Anais Nin