After 4 months of happy, sad, depressing holidays, today I started my 4th year Architecture course. Though it was my first day today, I decided to rock up late as I know how unorganized the polytechnic always is on a day like this. For me, stepping into the uni today, I felt was like a big achievement, as for over the years, I have many times was so close to quitting this course. But here I am today, one of the remaining 5 students out of the 48 that started this course with me, and also the youngest student of the year level by 5 years.
There are many new faces I saw today as the new bunch of 1st year students take their seat, ready to make a commitment to their futures. There too were many old faces which was surprising as I didn't expect this many students to continue. Today I felt very loved and at the centre of attraction. I told OKM this before, I have never had so many compliments in one day in my entire life. I had compliments about my look in every aspect; from my hair to my shoes, skin to physique. This pretty much made my day especially when I was called 'sexy' by the numerous people in my lecture room. I have never had the term 'sexy' been used on me before except from my ex partner. Seriously I think this will help me gain more confidence and self-esteem within myself.
Although it's only the first day at uni, I already have two assignments on my shoulders. I promised myself this year that I will put 110% into my studies. I know this is a regular promise I make and break each year, but now that I'm 21, actually turning 21 in a few days, I think it's time to take my life seriously, grow up and be more mature and work hard towards my future. This commitment will seem hard for me as my course is so intense, but i know it'll all pay off. Apart from schooling, with my life outside the polytechnic, I'm hoping to find a new partner; someone who I can commit to with all my heart and love for eternity, but I guess that's out of my control. It'll come when it comes. Goodluck to me this year; both educationally and socially.
Quote of knowledge: 'It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows' - Epictetus
There are many new faces I saw today as the new bunch of 1st year students take their seat, ready to make a commitment to their futures. There too were many old faces which was surprising as I didn't expect this many students to continue. Today I felt very loved and at the centre of attraction. I told OKM this before, I have never had so many compliments in one day in my entire life. I had compliments about my look in every aspect; from my hair to my shoes, skin to physique. This pretty much made my day especially when I was called 'sexy' by the numerous people in my lecture room. I have never had the term 'sexy' been used on me before except from my ex partner. Seriously I think this will help me gain more confidence and self-esteem within myself.
Although it's only the first day at uni, I already have two assignments on my shoulders. I promised myself this year that I will put 110% into my studies. I know this is a regular promise I make and break each year, but now that I'm 21, actually turning 21 in a few days, I think it's time to take my life seriously, grow up and be more mature and work hard towards my future. This commitment will seem hard for me as my course is so intense, but i know it'll all pay off. Apart from schooling, with my life outside the polytechnic, I'm hoping to find a new partner; someone who I can commit to with all my heart and love for eternity, but I guess that's out of my control. It'll come when it comes. Goodluck to me this year; both educationally and socially.
Quote of knowledge: 'It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows' - Epictetus
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