..::wei yi::..

I have always heard of the term 'love at first sight', but have never really experienced it for myself before until I met this very special person. His name will be referred to as HDSN and it was during the month of August 2008, when I first met him. I met him on DL and I really admired him because he was my first ever friend on there. After a few emails, we exchanged our msn details. At first I wasn't very sure as how I'd expect HDSN to be like when I chatted with him on msn, but after exchanging a few words, there was this little feeling from deep down that told me, this has to be the person I've been looking for. I was very confused at what this feeling was at first and that it couldn't be wat I was thinking. That night, I dreamt of him, and it was at this point when I knew and accepted that I love him. They say that whatever or whoever you keep thinking of in the morning, you will dream of them in the night - I totally agree. I was overwhelmed that I have found my needle in the haystack. I couldn't stop thinking of him and everyday, I would be waiting to see him online. My last failed relationship was with an awesome person from the US, but that didn't once deter me from being in long distance relationships again. Though I had uni at the same time, every night I would stay up till 3-4am to see him. Though tiring, it was all worth the wait. Just seeing him online makes my day complete. The love I have for HDSN is immeasurable. I always tell Kvalentine about HDSN to the point where I think he's had enough lol. Kvalentine is just great. I must admit, my relationship with HDSN isn't perfect, there are times where our relationship were down. But we still put everything behind and continue to still be BFFs. Our relationship gets stronger by each day and my love for him also strengthens. HDSN to me, is someone whom I can swim the greatest oceans, climb the highest mountain and walk the longest road for. There is nothing in this world I would hesitate to do for him - nothing. He means the world to me and more. I really enjoy the time I spend with HDSN even though it isn't as long as I would have wished, but even if it was just one minute, I already feel satisfied. I really don't know how I can describe my feelings for HDSN, as I too am confused myself. But if i can use one word, I think it would be 'FOREVER'. Love is a two way thing, and although so far the love between HDSN and I are only halfway complete, I am keeping faith that one day soon the circle will close. I know as each day passes, I am getting closer to the answer I have been longing for. HDSN knows all too well how I feel about him, but I also hope that he too knows that I can and I will love him more than any other man on this earth. That I can be the one who will give him the love just like the sun coming out of the clouds and warming his soul.


This was a poem I wrote for HDSN a while back during Christmas. I usually leave my blog with a quote, but for this special post, I decided to finish off with a poem I wrote for my very special love. This is just a segment. It goes a little something like this:

No one else in all the world
Could ever even start
To fill the special place you do
So deep within my heart
I hope that you will somehow know
What words can never say
That you mean even more to me
With every passing day...
I LOVE YOU HDSN